the stairs

whatever is there to ask for i have enough and so much more comparing to many i am blessed though not all i've most of what i wanted i have been thinking a lot of late trying to ponder my would be fate but i realized that when i took this journey i have given up control and certainty today i remember one dream that woke me from my sleeping about someone whom i never expected to become a friend much more a kindred so i come full circle with regards to the date still most uncertain but more or less great sometimes willing sometimes doubtful trying to be brave but mostly hopeful there is something amidst i sensed it though i don't think i'll ever grasp it the Lord our God has planned everything i press on trusting Him wholly for my being (another import... but i did wrote this poem... valid last august... but it still means the same now as it was then)