Wednesday, November 14, 2007

a praying heart, some thoughts and a poem

(another import from my other blog... a poem i know by heart since high school although i did not write it... i know that even if i can't seem to pray, each thought is a prayer already... and God is hearing them as i think... such wonderful assurance that even when things are not so good... God will be there to make us happy... if not hopeful in everything.... for every journey i ever took in this life... for everything i ever aimed to be and wished to have and achieve... for everything i did and didn't do... for family, relatives and good friends... for every person i have ever met and encountered... and touched somehow... for the great soul i have the chance of traveling with even for only a short while... and for the wonderful souls i have the grace and honor of sharing a world with... for hopes and dreams... faith and love... and, too, for everyone who ever needed solace and comfort... do not be afraid, blessed souls... we have it all along... it is with us... with our little faith, we have God's enormous love for us as a back up... people will not always be there when we need them but God will always be... that much is true...affirm and believe... Christ have conquered the world for us... " faith is not belief without proof, but trust without reservations." --- elton trueblood )
i looked for you among the friends i got but their unaffected insincere laughter jarred in my ears searched for you among my kinsfolk but i found i was out of place sadly i turned to my books they told me somewhere you could be found the birds the flowers the haunting melody of a dying day all these proclaim you exist i extended my arms to grasp you and hold you tight in my hungry heart what did i found emptiness oh beloved where art thou mournfully i trudge the lonely path the shadows are falling from a nearby chapel the angelus bell announces the hour when love came to this world sweet peace calm benediction ineffable joy from the red flickering vigil light

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