remembering and letting go

i am still most uncertain of what is to be... i think i will not push things anymore... as i've said... it's tiring and you get to lose most of yourself if you just keep hitting walls... but i find it easier to get on with my day if i just don't expect anything at all... found this poem on an article from yesterday's newspaper. quite lovely! the author found it in a book, Live Like You Were Dying by Tom Nichols and Craig Wiseman: We're All Terminal --- Some of us are just lucky enough to know it. Life is a spiritual journey. And sometimes all you have to do is show up and have a little faith that something completely amazing is possible any day. And every now and then, right when we least expect it, something amazing does happen. And you are no more in control than a feather is of the wind. All you know is that the force moving you is so strong that you just hang in wonder. There is nothing but the moment and the sense of dancing with angels. today(all soul's day), i remember, all the souls i know, who have gone before me... yesterday (all saint's day), as a true filipino tradition we trekked to the cemetery and stayed there for the day... a festive day for remembering love ones... hoping that each of our departed love ones have become a saint or is closer to God and are praying for us as we are praying for them...