there are so many little things we take for granted because we let every other thing in this world cloud our view.it's time we try to see things with hopeful eyes. it's always okay in the end... if it's not okay... it's not the end.
Friday, November 09, 2007
i have done so
i have written my last letter to the great one. i only wanted to thank her... so i did so... for without her past help i wouldn't be who i am today... it does matter if she reply anymore... God will deal with that for me... that is not my worry now...
my injuries are healing. my face is peeling and i can now see pink skin where once brown scabs were. my left hand, though is grotesque... looks like one of the horror flicks scare props... but it isn't as swollen and i can move the fingers a bit... the arm itches like crazy, though... which keeps me awake... but i am healing...
and inside, too. my heart is light... despite my burned self... i do not feel an ounce of grudge to God for letting this happened... i am so okay.
in fact, i was even able to help a friend who visited me the other day... and she was really grateful and i am really pleased with myself that i was able to be of help...
reminds me of my silent friend... that is why i wrote her a letter... because i was bursting with thoughts to share and she was the only one worthy of sharing it to... but she seem to be nowhere in my atmosphere so i just left her the one thing i truly wanted to tell her which is....THANK YOU, GREAT ONE... FOR DOING WHATEVER IT IS THAT YOU DID!
and to God Almighty, i pray that He continue to grant me strength of faith and wisdom to discern the lessons laid before me... I THANK YOU, LORD FOR ALL THESE... FOR IN MY WEAKNESS YOU SHOWED YOUR STRENGTH... IN MY MISTAKE, YOU SHOW YOUR GLORY... I'M GLAD TO BE OF USE DESPITE MY INABILITY... MY HOPEFUL HEART WILL FOREVER BE GRATEFUL TO YOUR TRUST IN ME... I IN TURN TRUST YOU ALL THE MORE... LET US MOVE ALONG NOW TOWARDS MY PATH... AS YOU HEAL ME INSIDE AND OUT... MAY I PASS YOUR GRACE TO OTHERS EVEN JUST BY CONTINUING TO SMILE AMIDST MY BURNS.
Labels:
burnt experience,
conviction,
encouragement,
faith,
friendship,
God's grace,
hopes,
humility,
lessons,
letting go,
thoughts,
waiting
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