floodgates...

i sat on the wall... watching everything... detached... nonchalant... yet connected to all... by tiny little chains... pulling from every direction... i feel peace somewhere... somewhere near... i just couldn't grasp it... i hope the floodgates open soon... /jdt/071609/mbtc

how many times have i wanted to write all of you down... uncertain of where you'll be leading me... but each moment that i think aloud... all thoughts gets lost the moment after... i'm sorry... my memory ain't the best and all of you are trapped there in some altered space and time, hoping to find meaning and sense to each character, symbol, letter and dot... i wish i could help but i have gone... long before the next train... hopped to the other side... i do wish to go back and retrace but i'm not sure if that is allowed... maybe someday... when the universe wills it... when all is different... in God's time... i'll remember all of you and then i could write and then all will make sense and the big picture is revealed... because i got sick... i've forgotten the initial thoughts that was meant for this picture... i guess this is what i'm meant to... like a trigger to begin my writing mode... something is about... this picture is from a super fave flickr friend... thanks for letting me use it, b! :)

hmmmm... hmmm...

hmmmm... hmmm...
Originally uploaded by * jdt...

" happy beginnings won't please everyone
and we all have a point to make... hmmmm...
hmmmm..."

-- Barbie Almalbis, Little Miss Spider
commuting to and from manila... as always gets me thinking of the many lives that go about around me... them who only brush thru my day but affect my thinking so much... a big chunk of me want to write something about it all... but another part doesn't know where and how to begin... besides, i've little time and my brain is a bit rusty... but today... i've this overwhelming urge to write... what about? i'm still not sure... maybe tomorrow or the day after... the floodgates will open and by then, i'll know...