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there is nothing for me to do... i have exhausted all measures and burned all the lines... nothing... nothing more... i wait anew... what else can i do... i go be like abraham... putting his entire faith in God's promise yet not even sure if he'll live to see it fulfilled... i want to be that... i want to have such faith... " Lord Jesus, help me... i need you!... i can not do this alone..."