new moon

cloudy skies. i am in a phase again... a lull. i believe i need to think for a while. but aren't i in constant thought? see the picture? a new moon. to begin anew. erase the negativity before it gets comfy. i like that! today, though... i just had a disappointment. though it doesn't seem to be... maybe it is the enemy telling me that i will be dropping back to my old thinking. i feel too uncertain to define the feeling... but i would like to cast them out... stop! stop! stop it! i so don't need you! go away! will that work? hopefully. but i believe i can manage... God is with me on things... so i go do what i do best. pray! and press on forward... be the special being that i always am... see things no one takes time to see... for " i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." wow! i feel so much better already... thank you po, Lord!