"blessed is he who expects nothing for he shall never be disappointed. "
-- Alexander Pope
*** beginning or continuing... i go now... pressing on... much to be and do... yet nothing planned but an advance thank you to God for whatever is coming my way.
there is much to watch out for... but i have learned to take things one day at a time... i sense a light film of worry somewhere near but there is nothing major to be bothered of... if i let the enemy in... what is the use of learning all my lessons... i am not perfect yet... nor will i ever be... i will just level up at times and improve a bit... society and the people around me will dictate what they believe is supposed to be... but God will tell me otherwise... He will send an assurance that i'm doing well... in whatever it is that i am doing... before, i have always let things get to me... pretending to know and understand... yet totally clueless of many things... i have gone passed that... maybe only a few steps... maybe within hearing and seeing distance... but far enough to be out of reach... no turning back... because that means giving up... as long as i have my belief that God is with me... " i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me..."
my journey is long... may never truly end... i may not have any travel companion to aid me in my hour of need... i may be the most boring and disappointing being you'll ever know... but then what do you know... you may think what you think but that is all there is... you do not know me nor do i know you... we end there... roads unmerged... lives parallel now... stuck in the middle of strangers... all figuring out what to do and how to be... press on, jdt, press on... no other letter can affect you anymore... no matter how great... blessed be God forever.
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