did it again

it rained pretty hard today... almost storming... lightning and thunder wind and all... i wanted to stay outside and watch the rain and take pictures but my camera will get wet, so i decided to do the photo ops from the window... today, in honor of the feast of Our Lady of Assumption tomorrow, i have decided not to let myself believe that i am assuming, pretentious and all that negative stuffs. no! i am not that. i am meant for something grand! i am alive... all 30 odd years that i have because Mother Mary and St. Jude have found me special enough, one august day many many years ago so they decided to pray extra harder along with my folks... so i will live and not die before i was even aware i was born... and thankful and grateful i will always be... 10 days before i age... i resolve to do better... see beyond the negative and channel my energies to this creative gift the Almighty Father had bestowed upon me... it has taken a while to realize it but i am at least getting there... i am still at the beginning of this divinely planned journey and have yet to gain ground but... i am not giving up... i can see the outline of the direction i have to take and i will head there... i do not think God would want me to do otherwise... so, please pray with me on this... so that one day i will be able to share a piece of God with everyone, too...